Probably, life too.
The stress I’m feeling lately, has been tremendous and I’m on the edge now.
Nothing seems to go well, anywhere I go. Perhaps it’s just me, or maybe it’s just a joke afterall. Sometimes I wonder, who am I, why do I live and if I do, what is my purpose in life.
There’s so much I’m bottling up. And it feels like, anymore and I’ll burst. No one seems to comprehend my feelings, nor do I have the capability to do so, for others as well. It seems lonely, anywhere I go.
There’s fear, hatred, disappointment and sadness in me, and it’s following me everywhere. Again, I can’t stop thinking, pondering, wondering and … fearing. It might be something that I won’t be able to conquer at all.
I’ve always been keeping all these fear behind my brain,
doing something else to keep me occupied. But at the end of the day, the harsh reality just floods back to me,
constantly reminding me of all the pain. I don’t know why I’m feeling this way.
I’m over protective, over attached to anything in the world, maybe. I feel like my chain of thoughts is getting illogical.
I shall stop here. Till then.
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